the silence of these walls certainly isn't a compliment to my disorientation. i wanted to write to you. there are these times when you come into my mind , so strong , so unexpected , and so full of everything i have always wanted. you have have done this to me for as long as i can remember.
we were like iron willed prize fighters . always willing to take the beating , pay the due , and never ask too many questions. to this day , because of you , i still feel invisible , untouchable , and ....safe. it doesn't matter what happens all around us , we are always one and our blood , sweat , pain , victory , and salvation are the things of legend no one will ever know about. this will always be just between you and i , and even if we could tell someone...they just wouldn't believe it or understand.
last night was one of those times you carried me , just like when we were kids. just like when we were learning to become these warriors made of nothing but muscle and bone. just like when everyone wrote us off , ignored us , belittled us , and crsuhed our self esteem. as dead and cold as you seem to me , we are alive and brimming with all these things we always have been. we are anarchy , honesty , faith , hardship , consequence , humility , and desire. we are the breath on the lips of drive and passion. as many times as you have left me alone out to sea with cold wind and emptiness , you still have never once lied. those nights staring at the ceiling wondering...you were still a friend . still a part of me. i just wanted you to know i have never forgotten.
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